Trust no one

     Why is it that when you start to trust people, they always turn on you? OK, this sound rhetorical and way too common place, but it keeps happening to me over and over again throughout my life.

     I think I am going to stop being friends with anyone and only talk to people I have to. This all seems pathetic but I know that if I want my kids to be happier, they need to start doing the same thing. From them, all I hear is the same thing I am dealing with. Friends who turn for no good reason and they try their best to make the kids as miserable and their friends are.

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Deep thinking or shallow thoughts?

     [Thinking out loud] So, What is important in ones life? Is it all the "stuff" that bombards us on a daily basis? (Like Facebook or email) Or is it the ethereal things that you see all around you at the subconscious level which you never perceive until your deep in thought or some type of contemplative state of mind? (like at 2AM while everyone else is asleep)

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New year, same situation

     I am just starting a new year and will need to start a new plan for my life. I can't say more than that. It just is complicated.

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